Relevation, revelation whatever the hell that is.

Million litres of procrastination later the time has arrived. Welcome to another 2 rs TEDx with aarya.

Curious about the title's meaning?

Even if you're not, let me share something with you: as an adult, I've developed many skills, but spelling isn't one of them. Some words still don't look right to me, like relevation or beleif.

So yeah, pardon me, for my spellings remain a bit incorrect.

After 24 years of claiming I don't abandon people, I've finally failed, surpassing my expectations of humanity and others' inhumanity. I have no excuses, but as the saying goes, karma is only a bitch if you are, for anybody.

I understood that water doesn't affect fake flowers, and when my intuition says no, it's a definite no. You can always analyze the details afterward. I mean life is tough enough, and you don't want to be with someone who makes it more difficult.

Sometimes trying to bloom something within somebody when constantly dying in yourself is a no-no and that's where I feel the concept of god works wonders because you know what the sweetest thing about him is that he knows what you're going to tell Him and he still listens.

Might sound like an excuse but it's okay, it's okay that it sounds like an excuse, it's okay that you wronged your old self in the process of doing right by your current self. Don't hustle so hard that you lose track of yourself that you stop enjoying breathing.

It's your first time living this life too, it's okay. How you learned to forgive others, learn to forgive yourself too. Of course, don't be an imbecile and scoot and yell and be a bitch at the first convenient inconvenience that you have. Be patient, patient enough that people know you as somebody who is the most patient, and trust me that takes years, and it's never enough but yeah.

Once It’s like hugging a cactus the more you hug the more it pains, you gotta stop watering it. Let yourself be and enjoy in the process of becoming. No brags here, I know that I am gonna be one silly ancestor, I have my flaws but the secret to living it is accepting it.

Life is not a wedding invitation, you don't have to impress everybody. It might always be a dilemma, for eg the bond between mothers and daughters: I am all that you could have been, and you are all I might be.

You have to separate how you feel about someone from how someone makes you feel. Anyway, Some hearts are too big to break, and every ending is a perfect time to start something new, take life as it comes, choose peace, eat that cookie, yolo until you dont want to. It's okay too a little selfish in the name of self-love, just don't run over somebody with a truck.

Also, it's okay to end things. ( this is for myself)

xoxo, aarya.